Just waiting for the fall.

I feel like another pre- packaged smile, about to be introduced to the meaning of hurt.

Like I'm walking into another hidden trap that I didn't know existed in the first place.

But in front of everyone else, I pull myself together,

And so that smile remains permanently on my face.

Because it's so much easier then letting them watch me fall apart.

Should've known it would kick in sooner or later.